Dinner at Station One

2 weeks ago, Fern & Zon decided to find me for dinner =D We left Shirley out because it was on Tuesday and I don't think she wants to drive from Cheras to Port Klang just to eat. Anyway, it was fun chatting with you girls =)

I know I have loads of problems till I couldn't even keep track of all the shits that are happening to me recently. Well, I'm really disappointed with my life right now. Sometimes I wish I can just stop breathing so I don't have to think but that's life =/

Fern

Still so cute even with her glasses on

Zonkies the cutest girlfriend

Station 1 with new menu

My dinner that night which is not yummy =(

Early Xmas gift from Fern <3>

3 of us =D

Love

This happen when I have no fringe =/

I hand in my resignation letter last Friday and everyone was like shocked that I did not wait for my bonus =/ Not a wise decision but I just can't let go the current offer that I'm getting. Again, a totally new position and I have zero experience =/ I have to start from newbie T__T

An Emo Day

Today feel just strange. Everything seems slow and I hope that I have this time machine so I can fast forward so that I don’t have to deal with all these feelings. Campy suggested to divorce. Reason is because he can’t change and I just found out that he can’t accept what he did etc. Whatever reason, it doesn’t really matter anymore.

There’s no point blaming who is right or wrong. I’ve to admit that I’m at fault too so I don’t entirely blame him. Besides, I’m not really a good wife or mother.

Tears just keep falling own its own while I was working today. Within a few hours, I went into the toilet more than 10 times LOL just to wipe my tears away. My nose was so red that I pretend I got a bad cold till my manager thought she spread her flu to me. Haha. I don’t know whether they know or not because my eyes were quite watery & red.

I believe that I can let go soon or later (not now though) but I’ll surely keep all those sweet memories with me. I know from now onwards the road ahead will be much harder to walk but if noone falls, they wont grow. Besides, I've a bunch of great friends, family in laws and family.

Xmas Present

Xmas Present

Hey all =D Sorry for the lack of updates. Actually I have loads of pictures to upload and blog about but I'm caught up with work and stuffs. Last week I have to struggle with 4 export shipments as I've 4 vessel departing on the same day. Imagine all the stress and there's one point that I just dump all my files at my tray as I don't know which to start first. Anyway, I had my early Xmas pressie this year 0_0 I think it's my first Xmas pressie (if not mistaken) dlm 26 years of my kehidupan yg sungguh menyedihkan LOL .. I was totally shocked and I seriously wasn't expecting it T_T I feel so touched.

Of course it's not by CAMPY LOL .. I'll blog more about it when I'm free. Thank you so much *huggies*