Dinner at Station One

2 weeks ago, Fern & Zon decided to find me for dinner =D We left Shirley out because it was on Tuesday and I don't think she wants to drive from Cheras to Port Klang just to eat. Anyway, it was fun chatting with you girls =)

I know I have loads of problems till I couldn't even keep track of all the shits that are happening to me recently. Well, I'm really disappointed with my life right now. Sometimes I wish I can just stop breathing so I don't have to think but that's life =/

Fern

Still so cute even with her glasses on

Zonkies the cutest girlfriend

Station 1 with new menu

My dinner that night which is not yummy =(

Early Xmas gift from Fern <3>

3 of us =D

Love

This happen when I have no fringe =/

I hand in my resignation letter last Friday and everyone was like shocked that I did not wait for my bonus =/ Not a wise decision but I just can't let go the current offer that I'm getting. Again, a totally new position and I have zero experience =/ I have to start from newbie T__T

An Emo Day

Today feel just strange. Everything seems slow and I hope that I have this time machine so I can fast forward so that I don’t have to deal with all these feelings. Campy suggested to divorce. Reason is because he can’t change and I just found out that he can’t accept what he did etc. Whatever reason, it doesn’t really matter anymore.

There’s no point blaming who is right or wrong. I’ve to admit that I’m at fault too so I don’t entirely blame him. Besides, I’m not really a good wife or mother.

Tears just keep falling own its own while I was working today. Within a few hours, I went into the toilet more than 10 times LOL just to wipe my tears away. My nose was so red that I pretend I got a bad cold till my manager thought she spread her flu to me. Haha. I don’t know whether they know or not because my eyes were quite watery & red.

I believe that I can let go soon or later (not now though) but I’ll surely keep all those sweet memories with me. I know from now onwards the road ahead will be much harder to walk but if noone falls, they wont grow. Besides, I've a bunch of great friends, family in laws and family.

Xmas Present

Xmas Present

Hey all =D Sorry for the lack of updates. Actually I have loads of pictures to upload and blog about but I'm caught up with work and stuffs. Last week I have to struggle with 4 export shipments as I've 4 vessel departing on the same day. Imagine all the stress and there's one point that I just dump all my files at my tray as I don't know which to start first. Anyway, I had my early Xmas pressie this year 0_0 I think it's my first Xmas pressie (if not mistaken) dlm 26 years of my kehidupan yg sungguh menyedihkan LOL .. I was totally shocked and I seriously wasn't expecting it T_T I feel so touched.

Of course it's not by CAMPY LOL .. I'll blog more about it when I'm free. Thank you so much *huggies*

Short Post

I can already feel the Monday blues T__T I'll be really busy this week as I have a few shipments and I feel like dying .. Poring's Bday was great and I apologise if I didn't entertain everyone of you :( Haha especially Fern. When we were just about to chat while the rest were busy gambling, my primary school friends came and I have no choice but to chat with them U_U

Anyway, we had a few plans coming soon and I'm very happy because I haven't been mixing with the cheras gang lately. I'm excited about the Paintball thing and Zicky asked me today "Eh you guys can or not?". I told him "Eh, don't see us like so dolly love to make up and club but we are quite active ok .. but as for our skills =/ see our dota skills and judge" LOL

I'll be meeting Fern & Zon this Sat for dinner =D That means more pictures (Zon remember to put on some eyeliner to look like Rain's sister LOL) <3 Although I'm unhappy with my love life but at least I've bunch of great friends that never fail to make me smile =) All thanks to Ragnarok Online HEHEHE Love ya guys

Zoo Negara

Yesterday, my family & I went to the Zoo =DD Family as in my dad, Masy, his gf, me & poring =DD I remember my dad used to bring us to the Zoo when we were younger. Honestly, it still looks the same to me =/ Everything except for the price of the ticket which is RM20.00 per person T_T
I got up around 8.45am .. only when my dad arrived U_U Got nag from my dad for not getting ready & still sleeping U_U I don't blame him thou.

Anyway, I got ready within 30minutes! I guess poring was a lil unwell because he puke twice at the car T_T Lucky, I brought extra clothes for him. We stopped at Leisure Mall first to get some pressie for my sister and I went & meet Chin Chai awhile at the place where she's working +_+

Around 12, we went back to my dad's place to take Masy and his gf. My dad suggested Ampang Yong Taufu. The place was full of people and I'm still figuring why because the place is so hot and I don't really like the food there but my dad does URGHHH. Then, I realised that I freaking left my handbag at my dad's house ARGHHHH and my camera is in my handbag TRIPLE KILL!!

So basically I was at the Zoo without a camera =( Quite menyedihkan. Anyway, it was so hot and my make up was melting so it doesn't really matter =D I really love my dad because he helped me to carry poring for 2 hours without complaining. I can't even carry poring for a minute. He is too heavy for me U_U

It was pretty fun =) and poring was happy. After that, we went to visit my sister and her new born baby =D A new family member *throws candies* Can't wait to watch him grow.

The Emo Post

I think it’s important to find someone special who understands you well & that you can talk to him just everything .. Just like best friends. Well that’s the main problem that I’m facing. Sometimes I feel there’s a distance / gap between me & campy. I noticed that I can talk just everything to Masy, Zon, my dad, my sis etc but not Campy. I’m not sure why. Usually when I have some good news or bad news, he’s the last person I wanna tell .. He’s not that BAD .. at least, I know he’s changed a lil.

Instead of regretting, I want to continue with this journey.

Cardigan from Beetch (online shop)
Cap from Bangkok
Top (pressie from my sis)

Liese Bubble Hair Colour - Milk Tea Brown

This time I tried the Milk Tea Brown which appear lighter and I'm totally in love with my current colour. The issue with my previous dye using Liese is that the colour tend to fade quite fast. Well, I still find it very exciting and fun.

Before dying (see my ugly growing black roots)


=D

I'm using my Nokia 6500 slide and my hair appear way lighter in pictures

See what I mean (mind my flat hair)

This time I managed to do more bubbles =D and I left my hair about 45 minutes because I was busy listening to Florida featuring David Guetta's Club Can't Handle me =D Another thing I love about Liese is that my hair appear super soft after washing =) as though I'm doing some hair treatment instead.

Results

That night itself I had dinner with Zonkies & Ricky in Wings .. Zon asked me not to post any the pictures we took because her face was bare naked HAHAHA It has been such a long time that I actually go down to Subang and find her for dinner. Had a great night today!

Poring with mama

Can't believe that he's turning 2 next Thursday 0_0

P/S: Btw all pictures are Photoshop free =)